@japchap an actual security blanket would be totally cool too
@japchap it's… i guess a prosthetic nether parts? so to speak? ok that sounds much more fancy and weird than it actually is. #awkward
@kdfrawg it's partially because so many of people who've had crushes on me have gotten nasty post perceived rejection. most of the time it isn't even that i've done anything. just not done something
So my anxiety and stress levels are much lower when I wear a packer. weird? maybe I should refer to it as my security blanket and then it will seem less weird wehn I talk about it
@kdfrawg these days I'm more panicked if I think someone has a crush, in case they get nasty ?