@c packet up, packet in. Let me begin. I came to win. Battle me? That's a sin! ???
#HouseOfPain
@kdfrawg haha that also true! mainly though i think i've genuinely come out of many years of being completely emotionally unavailable and/or uninterested
Intense feelings of suck continue. Today I had a strong feeling of if it turns out that I'm actually a parasitic person who is a drain on everyone's energy then I could no longer justify being on this earth. I'm feeling a bit better now (not suicidal) but I still feel horrible